These are my boots. I love them. But I am slightly embarrassed to wear them in public, because they do draw attention. Last time I was out in them and wearing my green dress, and looking fine, I got a lot of attention. It was fun. But I am still nervous about them. They are actually hard to walk in.
Life is amazing. It's great. I am loving it. I don't know why but I am definitely getting alot of attention right now, mainly from msf. But it has certainly had an impact on my life. The feeling of attracting people who think you are hot, it is so confidence boosting. You feel the power of it. And it does'nt matter if you have no make up on and your hair is not done and you maybe look scruffy. Cos you know, you can look hot, and lots of people think so, and are attracted to your brains as well as your look.
Guess this is all just reaction from the past. I know it won't last. I know that I am getting older. But I know there is someone out there for me. And I just really want to be loved, ultimately, no matter how much I am enjoying the dating and playing right now. Ultimately we all just want to be loved....